In the movie The Dead Poets Society Robin Williams stars as the new English teacher at a prestigious boys school who brings new and refreshing teaching methods onto a campus that is ill prepared for them. At first, the boys are encouraged to rip out pages from the approved text book as sign that they are to abandon the old ways and embrace a new pedagogy. For the headmaster, a red flag goes up when the boys disrupt the studious silence of the school as they are taken out into playground during class time to engage in what might be called the left and right hemispheres of the brain. The teacher has the boys standing on their desks to see the world from a different angle. His inspiring and unorthodox teaching style helped the boys find healing for their wounds, discover the deep desires of the heart and their dreams for the future. The headmaster, however, is sees this as a threat. Inspiring the students is last thing that should be happening. When one of the boys finds that his emerging identity is in conflict with his bullying and controlling father and the boy commits suicide, the headmaster seizes his opportunity. In the ensuing witch hunt, influential parents, board members and the headmaster in a play for power, turn on the teacher who is unceremoniously sacked from the school. But the winner in the story is truth. It is very clear that the boys can see what has happened. They were in the presence of a gifted teacher who had taken them on a journey in search of truth. The reason the teacher was forced to leave was because certain parents and a certain headmaster were unable to face the truth of their limitations, nor could they face the truth of who the boys were becoming. Some of the boys colluded with the witch hunt to save their own butts. Being on the winning side was seemed a good idea at the time, but they knew they had participated in a lie, and deep down they knew that the lie diminished their souls.
The teacher in this story is a figure of Christ, who is also inviting us on a journey, a journey of faith. Last week we noted that Jesus had reached a turning point in his ministry. He was beginning his journey to Jerusalem, and a new phase in which he will begin to train his disciples to be a core group; the nucleus of this thing that we will soon call Church. We often note the forgiveness of God, the love and compassion and the mercy of God. But the first instruction the disciples receive from Jesus is about the demands and expectations that God has of those who would be followers of Jesus. Brothers and sisters, the gospel before us today is not an easy message. Having invited them to be his followers, the first things Jesus tells the disciples is that this journey of faith is going to involve danger and risk; this will be a costly journey. It will take him to Jerusalem and once there he will undergo great suffering at the hands of the religious leaders and be killed, and on the third day be raised. He goes on to say that any who want to become a disciple must take up their cross also and follow him. Jesus is absolutely clear. Being a follower is not going to be a bunch of fluffies. It will involve engagement in the nitty-gritty of life and death, the struggle against small mindedness and roots of human sinfulness. Disciples of Jesus need to be prepared for this. They will need stamina and resilience; they will have to be tough, and they must be ready for the cost.
There is a cost to being a follower of Jesus perhaps for two reasons. One is that Jesus is committed to loving the world and all of us within it. A love that is committed to staying in relationship will do so even when it hurts. On a simple level, that means living the vision that St Paul offers in 1 Corinthians 13. Love is not selfish or rude. It does not insist on its own way. Love is patient. Love is kind. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things. God is the love that stays connected to us even when we are messing things up. Love does not run away when things are getting difficult. This is the love that the teacher demonstrates in the movie. When the authorities start bullying him to do things the way they want; the teacher could have caved in to their demands. But he did not. He stood by them even though he knew that in doing so, his job and his career would be at risk. Jesus offers this kind of love. Jesus is the love bears all things, endures all things and hopes all things. He calls us to be ambassadors of this love, even when it means putting aside our own agenda, and even when it means risking our reputation and well being. This is the beginning of what Jesus means when he calls us to take up our cross. He calls us to share a Love that looks beyond ourselves.
The second reason that being a follower of Jesus will be costly is because Jesus is Truth. As he goes about his ministry he exposes truth, and speaks truth. There will be many who will not like this. This was the experience of Jeremiah too. Jeremiah’s call to be a prophet was strong. He describes the Word of God as being like beautiful food, almost like bait on the end of a fishing line. Once the food is swallowed, he finds himself irrevocably hooked by God. Jeremiah says in his prayer that the word of God is a delight, a source of joy to him, such that his mandate for being a prophet has become the overriding reality of his life. But the problem for Jeremiah is that the task God gives presents a heavy burden. Jeremiah is sent to the king and nobles of Jerusalem to give them an unpalatable message: that the King of Babylon will prevail against them; that the Egyptians will turn out to be a hopeless, unreliable, and self interested ally who will disappear when the crunch comes; and that Jerusalem should prepare a peaceful surrender rather than a foolhardy attempt to defend itself. Poor Jeremiah is accused of treason and of undermining the morale of the people. At various points he is thrown down a well, left for dead, put in stocks, and generally mocked by everyone. He is left without friends, a social outcast; just like the teacher in the movie. In hindsight, Jeremiah turned out to be the only prophet who spoke realistic truth. The advice of all the others became hollow words. Our reading today is his no holds barred prayer of lament, in which Jeremiah complains to God in a pretty forthright manner about the fact that he has become socially isolated. He says to God that he is in continual pain because of the heavy and demanding call that God has placed upon him. The point of course: Jeremiah has been faithful to the demanding call of God, and it’s brought nothing but trouble. And yet God gives Jeremiah hope and strength to continue. This will be the story of Jesus. He knows that the path before his will be fraught with danger, that his disciples will be at risk as well, and that they will need to be well resourced and well trained to cope with what is to come. So it will be with us. The journey with Jesus will require endurance and the ability to stick to the task even when everything looks wrong. It will involve taking up the cross.
Up until now the disciples have really only witnessed the upside of being a disciple. Jesus has celebrity status at this point in the story. The temptations for the disciples were to think the journey of faith would all be about fame, being popular, riding in like the lone ranger to the rescue with yet another miracle, the chance to watch Jesus put the authorities down with yet another wise crack. So Jesus has to tell them that the real task of being a disciple is still to be discovered. It will be about loving others even if it means putting your own life at risk. It will involve facing the painful truth about themselves and speaking truth to people who will not want to hear it. In short, it will mean disciples who can be brave and courageous for God, but also disciples who understand the humble servanthood that the gospel requires. St Paul described this in terms of allowing our egos to die and putting our God given gifts at the service of the Gospel for Christ’s sake. It may mean that God calls us to be the teacher of the movie Dead Poets Society, not to be the hero, but for the sake of God’s goodness, love and truth, and for the sake of Christ and the Good News he died to bring us.
This why we rehearse the story of Jesus’ death Sunday by Sunday as we celebrate the Eucharist. It reminds us that our lives are to be a living sermon that demonstrates a love that looks beyond ourselves, a love that is surprisingly unafraid and free. The Good News is that suffering and death never have the last word. God says to Jeremiah, “I am with you. I will deliver, I will redeem”. The witness of Jeremiah is that his prayer expressing his disappointment, by the grace of God, turns to hope and trust. The more risk we are able to take for God, the more we find that God’s restoring, creative presence can be seen and trusted. Jesus said, “Take up your cross.” In other words, be brave in your loving and courageous in seeking truth. And after he was raised from the dead Jesus also said, “Do not be afraid. I am with you to the end of world.” That is absolutely clear. That is good news and that is our hope.